Its almost 2 am and I am up looking at family and friends blogs for the first time in months. I just got done listening to a 2 hour lecture for patho. and I should be going to bed but graveyard shifts have completely altered my sleep schedule.
I finished my last final a little over two weeks ago. It was a stress filled finals week but I managed to eek out an A and an A-. One week off, I read a novel and spent a ton of time with my kids, and I now am back at it again. Full time work and full time school. I can't help but wonder what am I doing? Why am I doing this? Is it the right choice? I felt so strongly about it when I made the decision and I think I have to go with those impressions and feelings because now I am too busy to know what it is I am thinking or feeling.
I haven't had my hair done since spring break, not even my eyebrows waxed. I haven't been out with Shelby on a date since the holidays. I miss my kids, family and friends.
I just hope I can do this.
Christmas Letter 2019
4 years ago
One day you will look back and realize your sacrifices now were all worth it. Hang in there until that day. You CAN do it!
ReplyDeleteI think your amazing and obviously so smart... her anatomy class was so hard, i have had similar classes but nothing that hard and you pulled an A-. Keep up your spirits. You will make it and be so glad when you did!
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