Simon's 1st T-ball game

What am I doing?

Its almost 2 am and I am up looking at family and friends blogs for the first time in months. I just got done listening to a 2 hour lecture for patho. and I should be going to bed but graveyard shifts have completely altered my sleep schedule.

I finished my last final a little over two weeks ago. It was a stress filled finals week but I managed to eek out an A and an A-. One week off, I read a novel and spent a ton of time with my kids, and I now am back at it again. Full time work and full time school. I can't help but wonder what am I doing? Why am I doing this? Is it the right choice? I felt so strongly about it when I made the decision and I think I have to go with those impressions and feelings because now I am too busy to know what it is I am thinking or feeling.

I haven't had my hair done since spring break, not even my eyebrows waxed. I haven't been out with Shelby on a date since the holidays. I miss my kids, family and friends.


I just hope I can do this.